It is weird usually do 36 to 60 hrs in a row of work. Nothing new. I did nights for almost year and half. Two months before separating went back to days. I am use to being away I be gone 6 days a week with work & school in the past with my oldest. I would have a good 24 to 36 hours with my oldest who was the only child at that time. Even with days I have a full weekend almost every other week with my children so I had time with them. Even when ex and I were all living together I still have an hour at home with my children the 3 to 5 shifts I was working that week.

Idk now with my oldest in school. Not having a full weekend. Not having my children at home with my during the night. Those empty nights just feel off. Such a weird sensation. Anyone ever feel like this? It's hard to fall asleep because it just doesn't feel right.