I have been having such a hard time in this divorce. I’ve been questioning her reasons so much. I’ve been struggling seeing my angels act out. I’ve read and watched so much to try and figure something out. Like most of us here, I’ve felt lost in time and life.

I just watched interstellar for the 3rd time since 2016. I never watched again after my first kid until now. It’s a dumb thing but I just felt how important being a dad is. Idk why this movie moved me this way but it did. It’s also helping me put a nail on the coffin that was my marriage. My “family” with her.

A line from the move stuck with me,(forgive me if this isn’t accurate, using memory) ”once you become a parent, you are now just a memory for you child in the future “ . That really hit me. I need to keep a positive memory for my daughters. Maybe this will help someone else. It’s helping me cope.