She was late.

She didn't do the action item that was asked of her in the last session.

She didn't provide me information before this session so that I'm not blindsided by stuff in this session (we have agreed to these rules of engagement that she regularly breaks).

She seems to think I should trust her. If I could trust her, we wouldn't be here. She had a perhaps years long affair - I don't even know how long it was (is?) going on. No, of course I don't trust her. I'd have to be out of my damned mind to trust her.

We were supposed to finalize the draft today.

My attorney said to stop being surprised - I'm not surprised.

My attorney said she would probably do things to blow up things towards the end. I expected this curveball - when I was going into the meeting with no information I figured as much.

She rants at me about all the ways I'm wronging her but it's really just her confession because she's projecting.

She's pissed. Something was up with our child and she won't talk to me to let me know what was/is up. Kind of bullshit really.

<sigh>

I'm going for a walk.