I’m sure this post will result in a bunch of people asking if I’m ok or telling to seek help. I have a therapist. I am on antidepressants that are regularly managed.

But none of it matters. This process has put me into massive debt. Like six figures. I’ve run out of financial runway. I have no one to turn to.

My ex (only separated) has put my in a communication box. I’ve been labeled dangerous and/or an enemy. Forced to communicate once per day on coparent app. Unable to make a sort of plans for the future.

The details don’t matter. What matters is that I see no way out. I will never escape this financial hole. My child is young, but I won’t be able to provide the life that o wanted to provide. I am going to end up renting g a one bedroom apartment, alone. It sounds miserable. I do t want that. I don’t want my child to have to deal with the that.