Well, there's been a lot of ups and downs for sure. Been exercising and trying to keep busy. Dropped over 15 pounds. Trying to be a better person to my friends and family. It's been crazy. Started this journey on May 22 and it was horrible at first. So much pain. It's still there tho. Especially since I see her everyday at work. Its not easy watching as she act like this was the best choice ever. But what makes this a little easier is how she's acting. Talking so much shit about me. Making me out to be a monster. And of course everyone believes her. I never understood why she does this. It's happens everytime we split. This being the 4th time. Hopefully the last.. I can't keep rebuilding my life back from square one. Can't keep putting my two boys through this. She always takes everything. We had so much this time. A house.. multiple cars and a motorcycle. Idk anymore. I just need strength to keep going forward. And strength to do what's right. Keep pulling for me guys. I need it.