I haven’t been the best partner, she hasn’t either but we did have our good times. I was controlling and got mad at stupid shit and seemed to always cause arguments. We broke up in August and she got with a guy a week later I guess as a rebound to get over me or something I don’t know, but about a week since they’ve been together we started talking and hooking up and that’s been going on all the way up til about 5 days ago. 5 days ago I thought I was going to get on track to get my family back because she drunk called me telling me she loves me and asking if I loved her and the next day telling me she misses me and wants to have a family with me again. But after she told me that 3 days later she ran off with that guy she was seeing and tells me to fuck off. And like I said I haven’t been the best, I’m actually in legal trouble of domestic abuse because of her lying to me about some guy but she claims that when we weren’t together they fucked once but she changed her mind on him but he did it anyways and then he blackmailed her with it to keep Him around but they didn’t fuck or do anything other than supposedly hang out. Before you call me a piece of shit yes I know I’m a piece of shit and I’ve had nightmares about it and I’ll never forgive myself, if it makes you feel any better I have a pending felony. But now I’m just wondering if I do the no contact shit with her and work on myself do you think I’d have a chance? I just really want my family back and to go to therapy with her