They took my legal custody. According to the court order I have him 4 days a week but 0 over nights. After child support I can't afford my car payment but I still need to keep paying her bills. I may have to sell my apartment building. And I didn't do anything wrong. So tell me why it's not worth deleting my self. If I live I suffer and if I die I don't. I understand this is my fault and it seems life just wants me to end it. Anything that's good in my life dies. And as they say the good die young. It's not fair to my son, growing up without a dad but that's what the world wants I mean I'm 3rd generation divorced. Not looking for help just venting.