I ask my wife for a divorce to try and get to a place I can be happy in my life. And now she has the best lawyer in town and is trying to take everything and make my life as miserable as possible. All this after she begged me not to go.

I don’t see a point anymore, I don’t want to be alive. There is no point If I can’t even try to be happy without being punished. I don’t know what to do anymore