I'm posting here as it seems there is plenty of people and specially women that i found out to be very helpful.

I think my sexuality is pretty complex, as i guess it is of many people, and I try to keep a free view.

I wouldn't know where to start to recall all manhood issues, and trying to liberate.

I guess it has to do with my parents. For some reason they always have some form of contenfency with LGBT people, or they felt like they are WRONG and so you can imagine they are always talking of other people sexuality as it was a thing to express yourself like that as a parent.

But well they got worst and are constantly making bad or disdainful comments about LGBT people they see in television.

But for some reason I always feel they are telling it to me to prevent me from being gay.

So if you followed me until here, all it is kind of messed up, if you can imagine. Im stuck in some stupid loop.