The red pill has ruined my trust in women. For no reason. I never been cheated on. As far as I know and the woman I am with now. Has never given me any reason not to trust her. At all. I never even caught her fibbing about something little she’s usually honest about everything.

But the brainwashing of the red pill has caused me to become jealous and insecure. Also I used to hook up with women with boyfriends and watch them act like nothing happened. not give a fuck. And I’m afraid it’s going to happen to me now bc of karma.

I try to suppress it bc man do I still feel jealous and insecure. My woman’s a bartender and very uppity and fun. She works at a bar with mostly old people but I know there s younger guys there. I know they probably mistaken her niceness for flirting.

She is really good at shutting them down if they cross the line. At least this is what she tells me. And her personally makes me think she is. She’s head of heals for me. Even wears a necklace with my name on it. I didn’t ask her to do this. Nor did I even feel it was appropriate almost immature but she loves it. So why would I stop her happiness. She says thinks to make me feel better and sees me get hit on all the time. I’m younger. And really do get female attention. I have high SMV so I think. Wtf am I’m so insecure about. But I am! I still feel it. No matter what she tells me. I picture her flirting and even thinking anything is wrong. She’s been cheated on and swears she will never do that to me

I honestly think she means it. But my scumbag red pill Brains. She might do it and hamster it later. Etc.

I honestly realize it’s irrational but I Still feel it. I hate it. How can I stop this before it positions a great relationship?