I know. Big mistake. We live in the same dorm and he seemed like a normal dude, no fuckboy signs or anything like that. Also he looks like the lonely’ish type, usually has headphones in and doesn’t seem to call anyone throughout the day in quarantine. So I thought it was worth a shot.

I went up to his door and asked him if he just wanted to go out for a walk or something like that. I told him I was going anyway because I was bored. He refused me and said he was just going to sleep.

I just feel kinda shitty and I promise I know it’s always mentioned here to NEVER make the first move. But it was the first time I ever have and it convinced me to not make another attempt again. It’s just not worth it.

Please knock some common sense into me. I really need it.