I have been thinking about this guy I met two months back.. we had a good time (nothing physical happened). Just the sheer idea of having a guy give me attention and make me feel desirable seems like such a big deal for me (I haven't been in a long term relationship). He is wrong for me in several levels, like I have thought through objectively about everything wrong with him. Now I am stuck home, work is driving me mad and mentally I am all drained out. I am sooo tempted to reach out to him; while he has done so much wrong. I have been putting it aside and telling myself to not give in! I have stopped talking to him for about two weeks now, my urge is just too much. If this were regular times, I would had so much to keep my mind occupied!

Update: I woke up today after having no contact for about two weeks, deleted all pictures and guess what I barely remember his face! I put my mind into other things, worked out, baked a bit and did some cooking and this human is gone. I can't recollect his face at all.