The amount of so-called alpha male guys that I beat up in middle school and high school proves to me that their mindset is b*******

One thing I can't stand is other men policing other men because it's a sorry attempt at trying to be Top Dog and once you see through it it really does piss you off because they seem to think you're an easy target.

I've been in countless fights and arguments with older men in my family for the same thing to the point where I've had to put hands on them.

I grew up around a lot of women and I'm a very artsy kind of guy what you would call masculine traits and I hate having to get physical but some men need it.

Not two men on this planet can do everything the same at 100% efficiency.

It's so easy for us to judge each other because we've been brought up to horseplay and f*** with each other but you did when I was a kid I did not play that s*** unfortunately I got in trouble a lot for it

I used to blame other men for the reason why men can be open in free because other men are so stuck and keeping each other in the loop and of course if you step out of it you're shamed as a weirdo or a phaggot or a b**** or a p****

Also being a black man a lot of people think I'm hyper masculine and try to size me up daily and it does get annoying. And people's reactions pretty much tell me how they think because they can't imagine a big black dude being non-violent and non-aggressive and into softer things.

My cousin is working with me and he has been brainwashed by the stupid masculine stuff and i see a fight coming if he keeps testing me.

The fact that other men can make more money and be more successful using non masculine means such as being into entertainment prove to me that masculinity isn't fragile, empty notion that we tell ourselves over and over again to police whatever we individually believe as masculine and right.