Backstory: The sex life has been in the dumper. Maybe 1-2 times per two weeks or so. Better than some I guess, but not by much. I swallowed the red pill on Sunday (Although I did read MMSL a couple years ago, currently was browsing SGM) and after having done so... boy have I been on the ride of my life... notice I didn't say I was being ridden :) It has been a HUGE uphill battle. We used to fight all the time about her not giving up the goods and it actually came up again a little while ago.

How do you guys stop from being SO ANGRY all the time? I PISSES me off. I know that it is ultimately my responsibility but apparently that hasn't sunken in yet. I'm just so mad about this. Everything she does pisses me off.

Small FR

It has been 13 days without sex. Constant no's and I'm too tireds, etc, etc. Two nights ago, I was cleaning out my garage (the weights are in there - got to start lifting again). I get it all cleaned up and start getting my 4 yo daughter into the shower for sleep. I'm washing her and tell my wife (who is in the bathroom with us) there is a pile of stuff in the garage that she will take to goodwill in the morning. (It has been sitting there for 5 months or so doing nothing). She flips the fuck out. Blah Blah blah blah blah..... I point to her, have the "are you fucking serious" look on my face and calmly say, "you are being crazy, go away." She storms off into the room on the bed. I ignore her.

I continue to get my daughter all ready for bed and tucked in. I go to the bathroom and take a shower. Once done, I walk into the bedroom, over to the bed where she is no longer pouty. I grab her hair, make her look at me, and tell her, "suck my cock". Her mouth just opens.... WTF, are you serious?! Within maybe 30 seconds, her panties are soaked. I let go of her hair and she tells me not to stop that. I pull her by her hair into doggystyle and fuck her the hardest I've ever fucked her in my life. Continuous Orgasmic State assumes... I get up and leave her dripping cum on the bed exhausted. She simply looks up at me and tells me thank you.

I'm blown away.. Completely goes against everything I've been taught... Anyway, I'm pissed. How to make that go away? And any other pointers would be great!