I’m being petty, irritable, and I can feel the bitchiness under the surface. And I need to switch gears.

Here’s what’s happening: I was supposed to go visit my sister after a cancelled trip due to covid. My husband realized he couldn’t taste anything - got a covid test (positive) and my trip is cancelled. That’s the first thing.

Here’s where I’m feeling annoyed. He doesn’t have any symptoms except not tasting and he feels tired. He slept all day yesterday (we have 4 kids so I’m left with all of that). THAT line isn’t what’s irritating me (before you think I’m terribly selfish that my husband has covid and I’m uncaring). I was sick for 2 weeks. Fever, exhaustion, trouble breathing - 2 negative covid tests later I still was having to manage a house of 4 kids by myself while he still worked. And when I would mention I wasn’t feeling good - he didn’t want to hear about it.

So now I feel like I’m seething and angry on several levels. And like I said there’s lots of bitchiness just under the surface. We are going to here dealing with this for 10 days (or whatever the quarantine is) and I’m already crawling up the walls.

Anyway - partly I need to vent. And partly I need some input. Thanks :)