We are looking at cars for me. I found one that I loved and my husband has even said that he didn't see me as excited about any other vehicle like I was this one and he thought to himself that that was the one. It is everything I could have wanted and more. But it is way more than I had planned to spend on myself. He thinks we should save up some more and get me that one since I really HATE car shopping and plan to drive it for at least a decade, like I have done with my current car. It's so hard for me to not feel bad about having that amount of money spent on me. He says I deserve it and it's not going to put us in financial ruin or anything. It's just so hard for me to justify spending that much.

Not sure what I'm looking for here, maybe just a vent.