i (19F) broke up with my boyfriend (22M) a couple days ago due to his infidelity, compulsive lying, and devaluation. he was the man i gave my virginity to and i feel as if a high value man wont want me because im not a virgin anymore. i wanted to wait until marriage but his infidelity made me feel like i needed to so he could give importance to me and would stop since we hadnt had sex until i found everything out. with a track record of men who treat me horribly, i dont know if ill find a man who is high value but is strictly monogamous. i vowed to celibacy again and have never really posted promiscuous pictures or party/go clubbing. i grew up in a Muslim household so i do take lots of religious values and cultural values into consideration of my value. i know my own qualities and traits that im extremely proud of myself for. but i just feel like when its time to get married in the next few years, ill be seen as something negative for my body count to not be at 0 anymore. any advice?