I have been in love w a man for the past three years. We have always had a different power ranking in our relationship, and I have always been very submissive. After we didn’t speak for a week, I had an indiscretion that seems to have derailed our relationship. He now tends to look for validation through other woman in order to feel as if he has power over me after I made a mistake. I am new to this subreddit and am hoping to get some advice as to how to how to treat him well and reinstall in him that I feel as if he is the only man for me. Being new here, I am unfamiliar with how to be a red pill woman. Is there a way to rebuild something that I have broken, by showing him that I still view him at my superior?