Hi Guys,
Summary: ED and TRP 101
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Starting having some ED, low sex drive issue I went to my GP and was prescribed Viagra and had some bloods done, I was referred to an urologist and although my testosterone is “normal” it I believe is still too low, low libido, poor hard on etc.
Dating a girl from Tinder for a couple of months, despite all the truths of TRP and AWALT this girl was sweet, only a couple of boyfriends didn’t do one night stands, smart, well educated and a nice body, shy but stubborn and certainly LTR material.
The girl was hard work for a while but I did like her so kept meeting with her, I tried to have sex a few times but she said she wasn’t ready, I broke my four date rule and waited, after about six weeks we had sex, I made sure to take my stash of ED drugs and hey presto nothing happened, I joked about it and in fairness she didn’t take it too seriously, the second time I took double the dosage I had problems but did the job, the sex was un-enjoyable for us both, I has sweating like a fooker, afterwards we cuddled for a while, I could tell from reading here and else where I was in trouble despite waiting for her to be ready when she waited to be fucked hard I had to be ready, after only two mediocre attempts I was deemed un-alpha and it was my fault she was feeling unattractive.
The third time we meet she expressed her disappointment with the sex, we chatted about how unattractive I made her feel, she didn’t know how she felt and was confused, TRP 101, I knew what was happening and I made some excuses, but I knew that my time with this girl was up, she went home, texted that she was home and I went radio silence, for a day until she called an told me she couldn’t sleep after our chat, the third time again I had a few difficulties and that is when the shit testing, ignoring texts and calls and looking for arguments, showing no respect, been distant and refusing to stay over, or leaving early and not wanting to hang out, this is leading slowly to less and less contact.
I’m just waiting for the fat lady to sing. I am disappointed with myself and my manliness and self esteem is very very low, I know that this girl will also view me as a looser even in twenty years will look back and laugh at my weakness. I’m not sure how I can deal with this and what happens next but I for the first time in life I feel weak and unmanly and truly truly depressed.
Since I unplugged I see things way sooner than I used too, but I also find I’m less attracted to women and I have become extremely picky who I give my time too.
Lesson Learned: Never suffer from ED or every TRP will come to pass.
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