Cold day yesterday when I reached 100 daygame approaches. Busted them out in less than a month. Number 100 was a blowout of course. 99 was a hot Moldovan girl in a biker jacket from all saints. She had a tight ass and her vibe matched mine. I hope she meets up. If not that's okay. Im not expecting one nice swing to be a hole in one. Ive got plenty more rounds in front of me to chop away at my score. Soon I'll be under par... Soon I will be enjoying my first daygame bang.

Learning day game brings back memories of learning to golf. Although I hate the sport, I appreciate what my uncle taught me when I asked to join him at the driving range. I was in my early teens. In the course of a day he was able to adjust my technique to where I could hit the ball straight to about 250yrds. I had to be patient and focus my mind on mechanics and disciplined not to swing at the ball with full might. It was difficult to get my mind where it needed to be. I wanted to hack that ball with full force, watch it sail past the 300 mark. It wouldn't work though and much less on the green.

When I started golf I thought the problem I had to solve was getting the ball to where I wanted it to be. Just as when I would contemplate daygame I thought I had to seduce women into my bedroom. I was wrong in both these assumptions. The real way to win these games is through discipline and self acceptance. It wasn't until I stopped focusing on the ball and the girls and turned that focus upon my own judgment of my conduct that success began to happen. "Am I doing this because I want to do it?" "Yes" "Than good, I am doing good."

I love to hit streets these days because I love the feeling I get when I tee up on a girl and effortlessly swing my wood straight. A beautiful sight. I am not bothered by the shots I slice, when I run up to make the stop and she takes a wide angle to avoid me. Im out here accepting myself for who I am and letting the process guide me to who I am going to be. So I show up to practice. And I take my shots unforced. They fly as nature wills as I will my swing. I finally found some love for myself in this acceptance. Ive finally slain the inner self hatred, the thoughts that told me I am a loser, my true beast.

Now I continue to live it. By going out and approaching. I do it for me.