EDIT: Thanks to wantonton, I've woken up to myself enough to realise this is the result of growing pains. TRP as a sub has no more to offer me without some serious striking out on my own. I'll be going dark for a while after my shift ends in a couple of hours, and won't return until I can contribute as a producer of TRP information.

This is not going to be a friendly post contributing to the circle jerk sweeping through TRP right now. I'm not looking to make friends. I'm going to lay out some serious shit and you're going to read along. You might even learn something.

Most of us are bred to be Blue Pill. Our mothers want to protect us, shield us from the hazards of the "real world." They paint rainbows on your bedroom wall and tell you the Tooth Fairy will give you a dollar if you put that tooth under your pillow.

If you're like me, you were raised by a single mother for a large portion of your life, and the hamster spun wild. It was ingrained in your system that women want a "nice guy," a "genuine person" who brings them flowers and all that other bullshit.

Then the teen years roll around. In your teen years you start to really come out of your shell - you develop a social circle, become interested in women, probably don't get the most attractive girl at graduation. Hell, if you're here, you probably didn't have female company at all and relied on your friends to not leave you completely alone throughout the graduation night.

At some point you find your way along to this sub. Your system goes into shock and you instantly cast around for something or someone to blame. Parents, women, us and PUA's.

Well, here's the thing. Nobody gives a shit about what you think. Nobody's going to validate your bitterness and accept the blame. Your mother will hamster protecting you. Those girls from high school are busy getting hard dick in college on free ride "gender equity" scholarships and don't even remember that kid who turned up with flowers one day to ask her out. Your friends have probably move don while you sit here at the computer masturbating over bigger sluts than you'll ever meet.

The reason we here at TRP don't pity you, don't regret talking smack about you, is because we've learned something here. Whether a person unplugs and joins the MGTOWs, going off to do nothing but better their lives, or they join other sub-cultures that are emerging here. The same principle underlies it all.

"It's not my fault I'm this way, but it's my fault I'm still this way."
That's right, it's not your fault, except now your lack of success becomes your fault. Whether that's in career, education, women, money, body, health, spirituality or any other aspect of life you can think of. Right now It becomes your fault. If you choose to plug back in and go back to blissful (if you can call it that) ignorance, I won't pity you. I won't see you as a loss in our ranks. I'll see you as low grade meat I can use to provide nourishment for beautiful women while I proceed to bring them back to my place, fuck them senseless and return them to your ever-loving arms.

You don't like that? Get the fuck up and do something about it. This is the way the world is, this is the way the world works, and if you can't motivate yourself to do just one thing on a regular basis except play videogames or watch porn, you deserve this station in life.

Get over yourself, stop being a Beta Bitch and own your shit. It's your turn to bat so step up to the plate and show the talent scouts what you can do. If you don't, the next guy will hit a home run and score the major league contract.

TL;DR - Time to step beyond being bitter to anyone else who made you this way and start changing.