In past few days i havent read any advice. Just me and my brain. I have become more firm because i feel it, some people outta nowhere try to make me laugh or come to me or ask to go out with them. When i get home i think about what i have said and if i said something wrong i dont feel sorry for my self. Its good. Nofap did this to me. Most times i go back on it it kills my mood. Kills my personality... i think this is a good start. But how do i have a strong back bone? Stop being a pussy? How to i build Strong frame? How do i love my self more and be fucking smart and when people ask they dont say what a naive or ingenuous nice guy! Im a nice guy just so people like me. I have to stop this shit spamming too. Im not a troll. I aint lost i will find a way to fix my self. My whole family is like this so i dont want to do the same fucking mistake as they did. My brothrr is alcololic. The other work his friends and they dont give him money because he says you are a friend. He does this to all his friends. We live in a small town in fucking iraq. so everyone knows other. He cant get a job for him self now. When he talks with his friends i can see him being the most nice guy but i want to fix my self first. People of reddit what do i need to do? How do i be my self ? How do i be smart?? How to have a useful and good brain? Stop worrying if people like me or not and live my life? Stop worrying to much about life? Stop wanting others to like me? Sometimes i couldnt even roast a kid i would sweat to say something creative now i dont worry about it.. im like not a challenge for anyone. Im like for everyone just not my self