Recently looking through photos of ex and I that was on my phone and I started to cry - the first time in a very long while. I had on some pretty melancholic music, even looking at pics of my old dog that's now dead, were making me cry.

But realising how much I loved this girl and how it's all in the past was the real factor, bit scared that I can't love that innocently again and find a girl like that.

But wtf is going on here? Haven't felt emotion like this in a while but sort of feels good to have gotten it out. But honestly thinking like this makes me feel like a big fucking beta pussy.

Anyone been through anything similar? I'm 20 btw