After being pretty depressed the past 2 years after a blue-pilled LTR ended in flames, I've finally started to feel a bit better about adopting a stronger attitude and alpha mindset towards life. But recently I've come to realize that I don't even like females that much. The thing that I enjoyed so much with that last LTR was honestly the companionship, the friendship, the emotional bond. Sorry if that's against red pill approach, but that's what I value in life, when it's real and deep. I liked my last gf so much because of our connection. The movies we'd geek out over together, the things we'd talk about together, etc. The genuine care we had for each other and our lives.

But now I see that most females are not like that. And sure, this community might teach to just make it a goal to hook up with attractive women. But their snobby attitudes, their unstable emotions, their wasteful spending and gucci merchandise and their traveling to mansions to hang out with Tik Tok boys (seriously... girls I know do this stuff), their immature spats and drama, I could go on and on. I can't stand it. It's toxic and I'm not attracted to any of it. But now I don't know what to do because I'm trying to become more extroverted and have a healthy social life, and I'm just annoyed by so much of it. Am I just being a pussy again? Do I just have to put up with female bullshit?