Let me be clear, these shit tests come from both men and women. Anytime I gain confidence in my life, speaking and express myself boldly, walking upright with shoulders back, and just generally feel good about myself and life -- I begin to get a series of subtle insults from both men and women. It isn't arrogance I feel here, I have a proud feeling of myself and accomplishments. Yet it never seems to be good enough for women, they seem to want to cut me down to size. It seems when I reach these heights in my life (oftentimes when I take a significant break from women) the shit-testers from men and women come out of the woodwork.

It's almost like they think "Okay, he thinks he is something huh?... let's knock him down a few pegs... let's see how strong his mental fortress actually is". Do women want to break me down or something here? I feel good and display confidence, and it seems like they want to shit on me more than ever. They start with low-level insults and once they see I let that one pass, then they start with mid-level insults and work their way up to more high-level insults. It's like they want to see what they can get away with -- how far they can push me till I snap at them. Why break me down? Anytime I feel confident people just want to shit on me and throw me into a tail-spin.