I was sick and bored of my life so i got high for the first time

didn't exactly go as planned, but was very interesting and i still feel it a bit after a couple hours

so met this guy, paid him 10 bucks for what i told him "just a little bit" because i was a pussy and then they started passing around what they said was "very strong thc" and i was like whatever. i was already a bit uncomfortable doing this because 2/3 were complete strangers but went to my high school

at first the music in the car was fucking amazing and my body like warped and shook with it, but after like 15 mins my brain started going crazy. probably because it's never experienced this before

i had like a lot of anxiety and i kept worrying people in public seeing me high and i kept just looking around. luckily the people i were with helped me get home even while i was still anxious

but while i was high, even though i thought i might die, i realized that my true self could be this anxious person, im always overthinking things and i realized ive been kind of a pussy and need to man up.

Thats it just wanted to share my experience and i'm still feeling like a "normal high" right now, even though it's been like 6 hours the naps i took didnt help wear off the feeling that much.

So did I reveal my true self or what. tips?