To my surprise, one of my ex girlfriends actually drove quite a ways to visit me today. I'll admit I got my hopes up. Except when she gets here, she's "seeing someone", a fact that she specifically left out when we were talking this week.

Of course, I was polite and I got lunch with her and hung out for a while. It's like she tricked me into giving her attention. I hang out with her for a few hours as "just friends", and I feel like my fucking life force is depleted. It's a horrible feeling.

That's pretty much it