3 year LTR, dumped two weeks ago, she's not into anyone else at all because I beta'd very badly. We are both virgins(cultural thing). She was using me for validation alone, and I lost my sense of self.
I can't seem to dedicate myself to anything other than lifting. I've become very reclusive and dgaf about meeting anyone male or female for anything.
I waste my time all day and then go lift because I can't seem to focus on things.
What's do you guys advise? Culturally, marriage is a necessity for me so about 99% likely. Gives me 4-5 single years(23 now). I seem to have withdrawn into a shell and idgaf about much of anything, I'm just generally apathetic towards everything.
Seems to me like every thing external to me is happening and I'm sort of just an observer and I don't act on anything