Yesterday I made a post asking about what I should do with a particular plate, saying she’s a HB9, lots of green flags, talks about exclusivity etc. Check the post out if you can.

So I was considering giving her more emotional investment, making her more than a plate since she had been earning it. But, then last night...

Went to a club for New Years, she was there. She asked me to be her New Years kiss, she was all over me. I gave her deserved attention and was kissing her etc. But, as I’m up dancing a while later, I turn around and see this bitch and some guy from college pull their heads apart after kissing. Literally while I’m fucking 10 feet away. I pretended to ignore and kept dancing. I sat down after a bit, visibly pissed off. My mate asked what’s wrong and I told him what had happened. He then told her why I’m pissed off and she came to me, swearing that they weren’t kissing, he kissed her and she pulled away blah blah fucking blah. I ignored. The guy heard that I was pissed and came profusely apologizing saying he had no idea she was my girl he’s really sorry etc. Not his fault, I shook his hand and told him “she can do what she likes” and that was the end of it. She even asked later “why were you mad when you thought I kissed him?” But instead of saying “BECOZ I LUV U!!” I mumbled and moved her aside and kept dancing. What makes this worse, she seen me tell another girl that I can’t kiss her because that would be disrespect to my plate. She seen that, and still kisses that guy. Maybe he did kiss her and she pulled away but it’s not what I saw.

So, what do? Hard next this bitch? Just keep fucking her and give her no investment other than that? I can’t think straight rn after being drunk but I feel disrespected and it’s a shame as I thought highly of this bitch. Oh well, AWALT.