I'm in high school rn, been monk moding and lifting for 8 months, finally stepped out of my comfort zone a couple days ago and found a gf. Applied every trick I know and my game seems decent. She sees me as an idgaf fuckboi, but I'm feeling the onset of oneitis and it's hitting hard. I've read the entire sidebar, I know how AF/BB, hypergamy and awalt works and I understand why I feel the way I do. There's just this stubborn part of me that begs her attention and wants to be her guardian angel and bullshit. After making out she usually shows me how many tryhard orbiters she has, and I could probably pinpoint the guy who will replace me when I inevitably turn into a bitch. I don't know if I should continue fighting this mindset or just let it all go to hell and learn from failure. After all we're just teens and almost nobody knows, so there wont be much social turbulence. Peace ✌