Is it all worth it? I recently became 18 and I realized my life is fucked up. I have been trying to improve my grades, studying alot for the SAT and going to the gym 6 days/ week and seen great progress. But is it all really worth it? My social life is fucked because I am socially awkward ,and all I do is study or gym. I am trying to learn new skills that will get me good jobs in the future and trying to save up for university and do any job that will earn me good money so I dont burden my parents. But is it all worth it? I want to party, smoke weed, have alot of fun. Not watch Netflix and study. I love the gym and it's the only place I go to 6 days/ week. It's great. I read great books helping me grow. But is it all worth it? I see so many posts of people being 25 being losers with a shitty social life and that's what I dont want to be.

Watching fellow classmates and people my age have the time of their lives it's impossible to ignore these thoughts and sometimes I feel like giving up.