Well, I’ve come to experience AWALT and possibly hypergamy. The only thing that really bothers me is, she left me for a lower SMV guy.

Met this girl (28F) 10 months ago. At the time, she just broke up with her ex of 6 years and was not over him (she still isn’t over him now). He doesn’t want her back and she’s definitely alpha widowed. They still communicate and it’s always her initiating.

For the past 10 months, we’d see each other multiple times a week and have sex. She told me from the get go she didn’t want a relationship, but we were exclusive FWB. Her N count is 5 including me, most long term relationships. She told me during the “break up” that she tried to develop feelings for me, but couldn’t get herself to look at me more than a friend (even though we had great sex everytime). This bugs me because she’s honestly the most beautiful woman I’ve ever been with, and we vibed really well.

About me, I’m a 27 male who makes over 200k a year with plenty of spare time, I have a big social group, I’m in shape, and get told I’m good looking all the time. I have no emotional baggage, although I was pretty blue pilled when I first met her (TRP discovered 4 months ago).

Two weeks ago she met another guy in his early 30s who is bald, fat, has a crazy ex girlfriend (same ethnic background as her), and makes nowhere close to as much as me. From what she told me, he’s very blue pilled. Thing is, this guy is the same ethnic background as her ex, and has some of the same personality traits as him. She told me he “gives her the feels,” and makes her laugh, which is why she likes him, even though she’s way above his league.

I know hypergamy doesn’t care, but why branch swing to another guy of lower SMV? And after 10 months, she can leave two weeks after meeting another guy?

I feel somewhat relieved that I can go find a “fuck yes” girl, but also couldn’t sleep last night. Back to continuing self improvement I guess...