Why does it still sometimes shock me when I get a harsh reminder no one gives a fuck about your real interests? It's because I don't want to believe TRP or something? I know what the right thing to do is and I'll talk myself into doing something else. "Just one game" or making excuses all the time etc.

I seem to wake up some days and 4 days later fall back asleep. It's lack of discipline I think. I'll get motivated to change my life and I even know more than enough about what I need to be doing and then a week or two later it will just flop and I'll stay there until I get inspired to do the right thing again either by some post here or some real life event. It has to change and I don't know how. What keeps you on the right path?