Sorry to come off as an A-hole (im not, im deeply depressed about this state of mind i am in).

I enjoy meeting new girls, teasing them, and eventually end up in bed. I enjoy the initial courtship, makes my day brighter and it feels exciting. But after 2 months, i will start to feel bored and tired about maintaining the relationship, i start to hope that they can leave me alone for awhile instead of the same inane texts (hows your day etc).

The same goes when they propose a more serious relationship, or i start to feel that im falling in love. I will freeze up, or start to overthink that eventually we will part ways, and i will suddenly be overcome by the urge to find a new girl.

The relationship then fails, and im off to court the next girl(s).

Wtf is wrong with me? I hate this vicious cycle!