I don’t. I enjoy the outcome of playing the game right, but I hate the game. Its not me. Even when I’ve tried implementing things here and there it feels like I’m betraying myself.

It appears a lot of guys live for the game. The outcome itself is secondary to the whole process. No wonder I find it so exhausting whilst others seem to find it exhilarating.

Can you learn to enjoy it?

I’m not passing moral judgement - it’s not necessarily sly or underhand at all although some players are definitely damaged people as I’m sure they would even admit.