May 7th, 2014

So tonight I went on my usual Wednesday night plans, which is uniting with a young group of people, from Freshmen to Seniors, and we just do stupid things, play organized games, pump up some music and dance, pool party or whatever crazy idea pops on our head. We were like 70 people, probably around 50 girls and 20 guys.

This was my 7th time meeting with these people, and while I had made some connections with a few people (maybe like 10 people), I did not become close with any of them nor did I find a girl that interested me.

Tonight that severely changed, and I'm as proud of myself and thankful to the community, and disappointed.

I noticed this girl as soon as I arrived, and this time I decided to hold on eye-contact. I've been practicing my eye-contact with people, and while I caught her gazing a few times at me I did not think much of it. I examined her a few times and she was a solid HB 8.5-9, and she caught me doing so, so I smirked and then made an approval face, which got a giggle out of her.

After that I felt pretty confident, but was still hesitating on the whole eye-contact matter, but I just said "fuck that". I stared at her a few other times, and at one moment she just walked up to me and said:

Her: You don't look like you're from here, am I right? --I was already really shocked that SHE engaged ME.-- Me: I actually am! This is my seventh or eight time, and it only gets weirder. Her: Aha well where are you from?

From there on we just small talked a bit, and I took the opportunity to begin kino escalating as soon as possible. We were all supposed to go to the backyard, so I guided her from her lower back, no resistance. I then got off a few shoulder touches, and light arm touches. It was all going well until we got separated, then I got back to her, joked a bit for like thirty seconds and went back. She started talking to other guys, whatever.

At the moment of going back to her and finally asking for the number, I remained silent, and when I had finally built the courage to ask her number, she had to go quickly, she was already by the exit door, she didn't even say goodbye, I thought she just wasn't interested.

I felt like crap, I didn't even ask for her full name, but I then found her on facebook through many mutual friends and friended her, since I'm not going to see her in a while (it was the last reunion until September).

Even though my game did not come off as high as I had wanted it to, I still got a mediocre result, but a result is a result, and hey, some girl found me open and friendly enough to come engage me in a seductively-oriented manner. I'm definitely asking her out and make repent for this idiocy, but at least I know next time will always be better than last time.

Lesson learnt