The problem is I find dry, analytical stuff so interesting. Just being real I find analyzing stuff the most mentally stimulating thing to do in most situations which means a lot of times I take an analytical, psychological perspective towards conversations.

I know chemistry isn't about better or worse but I know it's hard to people to react to me, I can feel it (very vanilla, chill, kinda boring). I'll catch myself mid-sentence analyzing some basketball play or trying to figure out the odds of something happen. I'm not very reciprocal, I find it hard to instinctively try to build a connection to other people. Often my mind wanders, back to analyzing something around me or about her.

At this point it feels more like a bad habit I don't realize I'm doing until I'm halfway through it. Yet there's where I go again and again...