So I went out to my campus today to talk to people, mainly make cold approaches. I saw a few girls I knew and chatted with them, then joked around a bit with a cute blonde girl but didn't pursue.

I made zero approaches. I always chicken out in situations that aren't away from other people, as much as I hate to admit it, I care what they think of me. I don't know if it was because I wasn't in the zone or something today, but I'm not making any excuses. I was weak.

Well no more of that shit. Tomorrow after class I'm going to make a cold approach. It'll be the first cute girl I see, regardless of the situation. I hate this feeling of regret that I get every time I fail like this, and I want to fix it.

Since I started getting into pickup my confidence, number of dates I've managed to get, and overall mental state has improved so much. I'm not gonna let anything hold me back anymore. I know how amazing I'm capable of being, it's time for my actions to actually represent that.

No more regrets.