After a year of occasionally going out, getting drunk, and failing to initiate conversation with young women, i eventually realized it was pretty much just the whole "definition of insanity" thing, doing the same thing over and over again, etc. So after meditating on my inner state, I realized that there truly is no point in going out unless you are actually going to approach / talk to at least one girl. So I've made it my goal before the end of THIS year to get to that point. Baby steps, if you will. If anything you save yourself money, a beer gut, and just save looking stupid by sitting or standing there, saying nothing, and then leaving.

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It sounds pussyish but i'm mostly intimidated and butthurt because i look 24 and girls say i look 19, which i assume means i ain't gettin any no way no how. Then again, harry styles / j biebs though, so who tf knows anymore. ladies be cray

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