I'm facing 2 paths in my life, & I can't decide which one to choose & stick to. My mind constantly fights with me to change to the other path if I decide to stick to one.

The first path is to focus on all 3 most important aspects of my life, i.e., losing fat, building an online business (AI automation agency) & cold approach pick up. As they all target health, wealth & social skill domains of life.

The second path is to pause cold approach pick up, lock myself in till am not earning enough to move out & do cold approach pick up properly thus focusing only on physique & money

I can't do cold approach pick up in the most optimal way because I live with my mom & with that serious restrictions like not being able to do night game, not having good logistics to pull sets, not being able to day game at good venues etc. come. along. & I love doing it no wonder I've hard time staying away from it.

So a part of my mind always tells me to lock in & get my money sorted so I can actually move out & do cold approach pick up properly. Because that part believes that growth won't happen this way as my focus/energy will be distributed on all 3 things. It thinks that growth will happen only if I lock myself in & work on my business & physique like a maniac as I can manage them both very easily.

The other part says that am impatient, a bitch & I just don't want to work hard enough & handle chaos. That if I just persist I will eventually balance all 3 & I'll build tolerance & strength to face chaos from 3. That building social skills, i.e. consistently working on cold approach pick up takes years & earlier I start & stick to it the better.

I feel scared because both voices not only sound right but I can't find which one is actually wrong. I feel like my own mind has betrayed me at this point.