After months of therapy and working on myself. After months of being out of a long abusive relationship and finally seeing myself in the mirror I have turned a corner. I bought myself beautiful flowers, I spoke some kind words to myself, I celebrated everything I have achieved in my life and noted that I went and got everything I want all by myself. I survived horrible mental abuse and physical. He tried to take it all away from me for his own gain. He never once contributed to anything I have and I am grateful for myself for pushing through. The song Starstruck by Years and Years is my anthem now, it's about loving yourself and I am not giving myself up. I am, for the first time in my life, starstruck by my own self. I hope every woman can feel true self love πŸ’™