I am so incredibly proud of myself for actually going on the date. Okay so we didn’t get to the restaurant I had a major panic attack which he ofcourse respected. So we made dinner at my place talked and then we went to the movies. It was really nice he opened doors and paid for the tickets and everything I was comfortable in my outfit and appearance and we talked for like an hour afterwards he kissed me goodnight and left I consistently stated my boundaries without anxiety and I saw the red flags so we are not seeing each other again I’m so grateful for all the advice and ideas and I now know what I’m looking for and what I don’t look for there are already to other guys who have asked me on a date I’m considering saying yes to the one not the other because I’m not attracted to the other one no need to string him along.