I cannot find peace and solace today. Although I’ve made progress in my ability to block & delete and invest more time in self care, I feel myself struggling to hold on today. I’m losing all hope in my ability to be happy and my ability to succeed. I cannot focus on my studies. I cannot look forward to my future. I cannot even enjoy a Saturday night out with my girlfriends, because I am constantly reminded of the pain and trauma that has come as a result of contact and relationships with men. I think back on all my experiences with men, whether professional, personal, or romantic, and each of those experiences has indeed been a negative one. I cannot feel safe leaving my home, as I have to interact with the aggressive men in my neighborhood. In many ways, I feel mentally and psychically unsafe in my current stage of life. I’m 25 but I just don’t see things getting any brighter for me. The trauma is all too much.

Let me stand as proof that LVM/NVM can steal your joy, your soul, and life. They can ruin your mental health for years to come. Learn to vet like your life depends on it!

Thank you for reading, ladies 💕💕