Oregon, two kids 8 and 5, divorce filed, no legal representation, in my own apartment, no restraining orders

I DO NOT NEED ADVICE OR INPUT OF ANY KIND. IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE SOME, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF PLEASE. IF YOU DISAGREE, COOL, PLEASE JUST KEEP SCROLLING.

I am simply sharing where I'm at, hoping to encourage some others who might be feeling like it's the end. It doesn't have to be. Feel free to reach out to me or comment if you want help standing for your marriage, even in the face of what seems impossible.

My wife is divorcing me for the second time. We were married, divorced, married again, and now divorcing again. But I said "forever," I said "until death do us part." She is making her own decisions, but I've decided to believe for a miracle. Period. God brought us back together once, I believe He WILL do it again. I love her more than ever. Divorce doesn't have to be the end. I am more committed to her and to my family than ever. We have two children together, and I REFUSE to give up on their mother. They will learn from me how to treat women, and I will show them that if you make a commitment, YOU BLOODY WELL KEEP IT. If you love someone, you DO NOT GIVE UP ON THEM. I will not sacrifice them for their mother, but I will sacrifice myself for her as needed, and I will not bring another woman into their lives as long as their mother is alive. I will do everything in my power to put our family first. If she won't, that's her decision, but I will not risk screwing this up. And truthfully, I am happier and have more joy now than ever. I spend as much time with my kids as I can. I got to be a stay-at-home dad for two weeks and it was probably the best two weeks of my life! Anyway, for any struggling men who want to stand and believe, reach out in comment or whatever and I will be glad to come along side you and walk this journey together, supporting each other.