I had a meltdown autism meltdown . All I did was throw an carrot peeler at the floor. And shake . Grandma comes makes it worse yells at me tries to make me feel bad “I paid a lot of money for that” (it didn’t break) she won’t leave me alone . She knows told many times this makes it worse she doesn’t care purposely triggers it to use against me

I leave to go to another room she follows me and says “I will call the police”

So police will assault me Police assault sometimes kill autistic people in meltdowns

I’m at this point Thinking considering maybe getting her to call police anyway So theyo shoot me and then that’ll end shit quickly

I want to die I hate this world