This is my 2nd post on the thread. I’ve accepted that she wants a divorce and there’s nothing I can do. My wife expressed divorce, but I feel like there always a chance. She tells my I need you see how serious I am. She tells me that I need to change as in show her that I appreciate her, make her feel wanted, rub her feet when they hurt, take her out more without the kids etc. And if I were to change she’ll wouldn’t mind trying again. She’ll tell me that we had bad moments and great moments, and she wants more of the great moments. Tell me even though she wants the divorce she still would want (if I makes the changes) to build our dream home, raise our kids together etc. Ive stop working overtime, so I can show here some attention, and she seem lifeless, uninterested, or I feel like I’m a bother. If we happen to be home together, seems like there always a excuse or coincidence that she has to be away or go do something. She started to pick up more work. She said she is doing all this because she doesn’t want to cave in, and want to hug or cuddle or maybe even sex. On her social medias, all she’ll do is repost stuff about how life is better as a single mom than a married single mom, or how about to find some who would treat you better and stuff like that. I’ve accidentally saw where she already applied for a apartment on the other side of town. When we do talk she starts to cry and show emotions and give me hope that the loves is there but she is fighting it. She did/still suffer from post partum depression, and she stop takes her med because she said she didn’t want me to use that court, which I wouldn’t dare do. I don’t know what to do. Some people here give me some podcast to listen to and YouTube channels. And I will seem to get my head straight but the minute I get around her those feeling go away. And start to feel pity, like why is this happening to me. I understand and acknowledge my short coming and wish they didn’t get this far. I’m just not sure what to do.