The more I get involved in this community and the more I try and develop myself I realized how much baggage I need to work through. I realized how much I crave the approval of the opposite sex and going out and trying to pick up woman is what is best for me at the moment. There is other stuff going on my life too that needs fixing as well, but that is the most applicable to this community.

I wanted to thank this community for giving the most brutally true advise I have ever had. I plan on being back once I get some stuff figured out but I need to take this moment to truly focus on myself. Thank you everyone.