I was not myself in the beggining of December. I started thinking i am not enough, it was weird talking to girls because i was in my head the whole time. I started re-reading stuff i saved and it helped a ton so i started coming back from my hole. Then two weeks ago i stumbled upon some subreddits (every minute new naked girl, usually verified real life women) and i met girls that are really sexual and horny. I knew it already but not to this extent. There are women posting their naked photos and i love the for that btw, i met couple of women and when i started sexual talk they all spark up and eyes start glowing.

So in past week i started thinking of every women like a hidden sexual pervert just waiting to strip my clothes off. And magicaly the interactions turned around completely. It was what i was missing in my interaction. I started using sexual innuendo. One girl asked me do you smoke? (which in my language is the same word for blow, do you blow) i said no i dont....you meant cigarettes right?. Other girl i met was a cop and had a boyfriend, so i said: do you order your boyfriend to cook you a meal and if he doesnt you beat him up? She was like haha lol no i dont, imagine me beating up a boyfriend, haha. I said well...if he is into that... .They were both like OMG! and laughing. The cop one even said but i would like to try the taser on him, that would be pretty interesting and hot. I was sexually very open and women reacted to it beatifuly. Often times they would say something like i cant find a word to describe you properly, dangerous, something like that. I paired it with not giving them too much attention since giving it too much while being sexual is creepy but listening very carefuly and having strong eye contact. After the sexual talk i would talk normaly and while talking about sexual stuff i would behave like we are talking about food or movies.

This way of thinking and knowing that every girl is as sexual as men but are not open about it is much better. You will be physicaly more engaging and you will instantly show her that you are not someone looking for friends. Dont overdoit is key.

Hope this helps as much as it did to me.

Forgot to mention, this is how you get laid in public places (planes, bathrooms, dark alleys..) and get crazy sex stories. By already thinking that happens all the time.

Edit: HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! May the 2020 be your best year so far!

TL;DR: Women are really sexual, as much as we are. The sooner you realize that and ingrave it in your mind the sooner you will have more girls that are receptive to your behaviour and attracted to you.