I have a meeting with my lawyer in 6 hours. I’m already panicking. Since my divorce, almost 3 years ago, nothing has been done for me. I lost custody of kids, the house, car and slandered as a horrible monster with today’s trend against us men. My ex should be giving me half the value of the house and she’s stalling it cause she doesn’t have the means to pay it and therefore, must sell our house. I have no answer neither to be able to see my two little kids (my teenager is being manipulated against me and now sees me as a horrible father whilst I wasn’t- yes, I have my flaws and mistakes but I’m not the monster she has slandered all around). I haven’t had an answer from her lawyer about the visits to see my kids, about the money she owes me for the house and my lawyer doesn’t seem to give a damn cause I’m not Johnny Depp with millions in my bank account; I can only pay him when she gives me half of what she owes me for the house which is a lot. I don’t know what to do. If I get mad, it’s on me and I’m aggressive, if I stay calm, the lawyer doesn’t do shit and just gaslights me to wait. IT’S BEEN THREE YEARS ALMOST and two years without seeing my kids. My mental health is obviously almost suicidal and I can barely do the minimum. Depression is rough and the will to keep fighting is fading. What should I do? I mistrust lawyers. I believe they stall the process in order for them to gain more money. They don’t care about emotions, distress or the desperation. They just want money. And of course I now know that justice isn’t justice but a theatrical circus where narrative and acting is what counts the most. I’m desperate and I know nothing good will come out of this meeting. Just even more disappointment, sadness and powerlessness. I’m tired that men are considered as the scum of the earth and women as angels on earth. I did big mistakes in my marriage. I accepted them. She didn’t. I was honest, she omitted her truth and was dishonest. I lost custody and now battling to see my kids for even just an afternoon. And then they ask themselves why do men become suicidal, violent or take matters into their own hands. I’m too broken to do anything. Alienated completely, lost my friends and family. Just too rough. How should I act with my lawyer who doesn’t do anything?