After getting a number from an older women yesterday, I invited her to my place today. She asked if she can cook for me, and obviously I said hell yes.

Well, when she arrived, she brought take out instead. Not exactly romantic, but all good. We spend the next 2 damn hours playing cat and mouse, with every little attempt I make being swatted away. From massaging her back, to looking at her eyes when she's massaging me. I just went with it, thinking it would lead to sex.

After going no where, she says she has to go home. So, I said ok, you can leave. That's when she started getting touchy feely, staring at me more intently, and I plainly said "I want to fuck you."

"I just met you"

"I see you as a friend"

"You're crazy!"

So, I kept repeating, "so just go home".

Well, she needed to convince herself, and after she gave me those puppy eyes, I just leaned in and kissed her. I slowly kissed her down to her neck, nipples, and waist. And when I pushed her coy arms away, she rubbed my neck, indicating to stop.

I got up, and just said "go home."

She got up, and left.

The lesson learned was to say directly what I want. As soon as we don't know what the hell we're here for, when I'm getting annoyed by her swatting me away, I should have said my intent. Wasted a lot of time this afternoon...